i guess it's true; nobody is really checking for blogs anymore if your not someone of significance or famous or your like 13 and above the quote unquote popuar bitch with so much gossip that they go by a random name that is well known and is giving away little breadcrumbs of information about shit your curious about.
i thought once we left middle school, highschool our mentality changed into adulthood; guess i was wrong.
Still haven't heard from those who were once so intricual to my life, i know they didn't drop off the face of the earth because their social media persense is always up to date. but hey don't worry about those who YOU used to depend on for motivitation, love, advice and just general care. it's basically the most underlying, 'hey fuck you, i don't need you anymore cause i got everything i needed so you can go ahead and do you, i really don't care.'
it's the ones closer to you that hurt you the most, like that bit of philosphy hasn't proved wrong yet. As for work; everyday is something new whether it's policy, staffing, break times etc..it just changes daily so i just keep to myself and follow my alarms. i made some close associations with coworkers but i'm not diving straight in and start sharing my deep dark secrets cause whoo; there are a bunch of them. i just wish they would get the younger/newer associates work faster and be a tad bit less social when it comes time for working. we have a short time frame to get shit done and your pulling pallets slow as hell cause your in the phone changing your music(set up a damn playlist so you can just go), wanna chat and flirt(he's married, she's preganat THEY ARE NOT CHECKING YOU OUT) like it's simple shit. i put my buds in and im pulling and dropping and sweating cause i know the short time frame we have and how much work needs to be done, they act like this 5am clean up and pull back is new every night. it has been a rule in the last i'd say 11months, normally we used to pull back at 530 and back then we had enough people to do it all in 30 mintues and zone(insert huge eye roll here) for an hour. but then again as i said before, policies change every week if not every 6 weeks. i could make serious money if i was put up a betting pool for that shit at work.
had a dream about an old boss of mine, don't know what brought it up from my subconcious, just woke up on night on a day off and he face was in my eyes and his voice was still in my ears. havent seen or heard from him in years, but still he was visual and present; he still look hella fine though. i do miss him though.
i got two more nights left before my days off, just trying to power through and hopefully; ill get a few views and if i'm lucky i'll get a comment or two. i'll have an update by sunday so prep yourself and get some popcorn and wine when u read this(OLIVA POPE FOR THE WIN)
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